autumn is like this…

no one walks with me in the park and rustles yellow leaves under my feet, no one gives me a scarf and no one drinks hot coffee with me, no one listens to me complain about the university and no one says 'everything will get better’, no one watches Burton cartoons with me while being wrapped in a blanket, no one forbids me to smoke, no one sticks plasters on cuts from my clumsiness, no one shares with me a portion of food that i don't eat, no one

except for myself.

here is my autumn.